The last time i wrote about my mom maybe six years ago. Now i'm offficially a dentist n i had my up n down for six years of course.
Now i'm at a dental office eating my mom's meal (again). It's fish, tofu, n rice! Yumm
Sometimes i wonder, why sometimes the meals are suck. Yepp. For 24 years i've been eating the same taste of breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
Short story, this morning my boyfriend and i just went to celebrate his birthday at a restaurant in five-stars hotel in Bandung. Something just hit me right after my first bite of dimsum. What have i given to my mom all this time? I always celebrate a feast with other people, and my mom just smile and say 'Have fun!'
Mom, i know you want to celebrate things with me too right?
No offense, i treated my mom in a all you can eat restaurant with my first fee!
And i give her favourite cofee too..
But why my heart just say "Is it enough? She prepares your meals all this time, wakes up in the early morning, heats up the rice, cooks the vegetables and meats for your journey to get the dentist tittle! And you say the meals are suck?! How could?'
Now i'm in tears *silly me*
I'm eating her meals with grateful heart, i should make her more happy. It's never enough to pay her effort to bring me into this world. I love her very much but it's hard to say..
Sometimes she always says the same advices over and over again. Sometimes she acts weird as a parent. And sometimes too..i yell at her stop doing that i'm an adult and i know what to do!
Silly me silly me..
She is the one who has been watching me growing up, seeing me to put some makeup and dress up
Never ever she say my makeup and dresses are ugly..
When i finish, she smiles and says 'well done ita, you are the given one. I think ypu are better than other makeup artists, keep going on you are awesome"
Okay..that's all, now i can't breathe well because i cry so hard, i hope no patients will see my red eye and weird voice..
Just want to go home and meet her now❤️
