Rasional

saya tau, apapun yang terjadi dalam hidup saya adalah sebuah cerita yang nantinya akan happy ending

i've been dissapointed and depressed with myself.
too many things i shouldn't do
too many words i shouldn't speak

by the end of this year's Christmas, i regret too many things
i've got so much abstract thought that wreck my head

depressed is silent
depressed is friendly
he loves talking about dissapointment. he really does

BUT

i'm still alive, even dying at the same time

saya tau, saya harus berpikir rasional
saya tau, tidak semua orang bisa diharapkan seperti yang saya inginkan

karena

belum tentu mereka bersimpati seperti yang kelihatannya bersimpati
belum tentu mereka sedih disaat saya sedih
dan belum tentu mereka bahagia disaat saya bahagia
betul?

lagipula air mata ada karena saya khawatir. kenapa saya harus khawatir?
Tuhan saja memelihara burung di udara, and  He does the same to me for sure

i belive that dying will tired by itself, as i tired fight it with cheer every moment
have faith. will you?